NAFMB

NAFMB
Not Another Fan Crazy Blog

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

For Real?

So, I actually think I might make it! I'm actually going to make a web series. I'm not going talk about the plot or anything, but I'm seriously excited about making it. And making it good! So stay tuned for more information!

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Err...

So I would go into some deep psychological bullshit about how "hes so awesome and shit and blah blah stuff that is really confusing and you thing I'm just pissed and not acually talking about something interesting" but alas I won't bore you. I'm just going to say.

I'm lonely so fucking lonely. Yes, I'm shallow, but you forget this is a blog. Yes, I'm going to be an attention whore for this post.

Sure, I've got friends. But I feel sad when people keep whining about guys and their boy issues and... I, I just want a boyfriend.

I want someone to keep me company, tell me that at the end of the night before i go to bed, "Hey, I love you. Hey here's a virtual hug. Hey, I can't wait to see you."

Yeah. I want someone to hold me constantly, someone to share their umbrella, someone to yell at those who tease me, someone to chill with me at lunch, to take me on dates, to open the door, to give me their jacket when its cold after walking away from olive garden after our dinner. Someone to tell me I'm special. Someone who's just sorta...

There.

kthxbai.

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Dreamer

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to have an honest to god conversation with you.

Other times I'm glad just admiring from afar.

But it would be nice to know you, just a little, then I wouldn't feel so conceited. Just judging you on looks and how you act in public.

Honestly? I wish you would grab me in your arms
And hug me. Just once. Even if you left without saying anything. A smile would be nice. Or, perhaps the honor of saying my name... Not even.

If you could remember my name, that would be awesome.

Of course, that's how unfair life is. It was fun though, watching you skate down the hallway. Pretending you might remember me.

(thanks for dealing with my moodswings... Whoever wastes their time reading this. Yeah. Kthnxbai)