Why I Hate Being A Girl Sometimes...

Yesterday, I ran out of good pads. So last night my mother went out and got me this cheap ass kind, hell knows where, and she told me to try it. I was on the up swing of the hormone train so I put it on and I went to sleep.
I woke up this morning to get out of bed and find that blood was running down my leg and completely covering it is disgusting congealed blood.
After one extremely awkward shower later, I walk into my room and find blood stains all over the carpet.
And I had the sad moment's thought that, if I weren't a woman right now, I would either be dead, or somebody else would.

Have You Ever...

Had that awkward moment when all your friends lives suck and there is nothing you can do about it, and anything you try to do to make it better, just ends up making it worse.

First, my friend confessed to this guy she was good friends with, and well, that didn't go too well. And so recently I've been trying to make her feel better by telling her that he was a douchebag anyway. But shes convinced that he didn't do a mexican hat dance on her heart. Even though the three months of tears and oh woe is me say otherwise.

Second, my other friend is having family problems. See, she likes the internet. And well, her parents like good grades. And the thing about her is that she is intelligent and wonderful and fantastic at last minute good grades as in like A's (says my C average). But her Dad hates her. with a burning passion. Like seriously. He always constantly yells at her for being on the internet and so yeah. Her mom is yelling at her because shes not nice to her dad that hates her. And so this morning she literally burst into tears. And we're talking about serious Never crying person here.

The thing that sucks about it is you can't really say, oh lets tell a guidance Councillor, because they will say, "LETS HELP" and then drop the subject some few months later. And my one friend yells at me for making fun of the toolbag of a mexican heart dancer, Matt, and seriously.

I have problems too. I know its selfish. but sometimes, i would like to talk about me. Now the friend with family issues, im not talking about. because she like never has problems. But The whole freaking Matt thing has gone on fro months im convinced that its been at least half a year. "Oh woe is me we're on a date but its not a date but everybody loves him but he doesn't love me but hes not a meanie because he doesn't live me hes a meanie because..."
Blah blah blah blah blah on and on and on. you know what Katie Smith? I'M MAD AT YOU FOR RUINING MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY PARTY BECAUSE YOU FELT LIKE CONFESSING TO MATT IN A FUCKING BLOG POST YOU DOUCHEY MCDOUCHEY DOUCHE FACE!
...
So yeah, my life's been great recently. GREAT FANTASTIC FUCKING WONDERFUL. *cough*
kthxbai

Classrooms and Politics are not Friends

Classrooms are a place of learning right?
Life Liberty and the pursuit of happiness.
"But abortion violates life."
I hate you with a fiery burning passion from hell. Yeah, let's get the teacher, who hates the president, talking about politics, religion, and controversial issues. Shut the hell up. I don't fucking care if you hate abortion, I don't want it in my history lesson.

Stay Out of It.

Yeah, cause I totally shouldn't stand up for my friends.

I came to the conclusion.

Ya know what? Fuck it. Everyone's a douche-bag.

If I Cry Will I Feel Better?

So thsi guy I used to like was chatting with me today on facebook. And I was super excited. I didn't know why, perhaps it was because he and I were friends now or school is starting soon and that means classes. And we were talking about that and here's how the conversation went from there.
Guy, "when do you have lunch"
Me, "fifth"
And for some reason I couldn't understand I REALLY wanted his answer to be fifth as well.
Guy, "sixth"
i was silent for a while. I was also undeniably sad for another unknown reason.
Me, "aww"
Then I realized I might not be over him yet and that sucks, a lot. Because I told myself I was over him. I was all sad because I didn't have any classes with him and I really want a boyfriend this year, and then.
Guy, "hey do you if anna is still in band becu=ause she was not there this week."
...ouch
So what could i do but put up a stupid front about how i didn't care that he really wanted to know about Anna and not me.
Because let's face it, I'm fat and ugly and stupid and not fucking perfect Anna.
But any way i told him she was on vacation he was all "awesome"
And then I cried on the inside.
And then I ate cookie dough.
And then I told my friend.
PC: i'm sorry things have to suck
YOU: yeah
YOU: me too

KTHNXBAI

Never...

Remind me to never go to China. Unless I have one of those nifty droid phones that gives me internet access. I am so sorry Evies. here are some pictures I found on tumblr to make you feel better.
First one is a bridge they made somewhere... Portal Light bridge much?
The second one is my current wallpaper. Angel Beats thank you.
More portal. Chell.
The only good thing about the television show victorious.
Have fun in China and stuff.

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